My many wasted tickets

Eric Idle is performing again. I had tickets to see him in December of 2003, but I didn't go. One of many events I have bought tickets to and just plain ignored. Sometimes, I forget. Sometimes, I am apathetic. Sometimes, I am sad and don't want to leave the house. It's a gigantic waste of a lot of money, and if I tallied it all up, I would be so ashamed, I would have to set myself on fire.

I still like to go where I think I will find something amazing. That's what keeps me going anywhere at all. But that hardly excuses all the wasting I've done to date.