My schedule is a bitch goddess.

Too much time for fun. Or too little. Too much value placed on this "fun" business, to be sure.

I am in the habit of seeking out reassurances. Even when those reassurances only confirm truths I detest. Couldn't I find a greater peace by simply calling off the search altogether? By not seeking as a rule? I would still see things. Surely. I see things every day. And perhaps in not seeking things out, I would give myself greater room and greater opportunity to actual see what confronts me.

I have projects to get going on. What am I waiting for?